We love him because he first loved us.1
Love.
The word itself paints a different picture for everyone. It might be your
wedding day, or the birth of your first child. Love might have appeared the day
you became a grandparent, or the memory of your childhood pet. Perhaps you just
took a stroll down memory lane to your first love. You might remember the long
hours spent on the phone and how he, or she, never left your thoughts; how your
heart swelled when you saw them or even heard their name. You never tired of
your special someone and wanted everyone to know how you felt. You thought you
would always be in love, and even when you said your vows at the alter promised
you’d always feel the same. Yet, as the years went by, you found that the
butterflies flew away, and texts replaced the long calls. You didn’t fall out
of love, but the excitement of that first love felt different now. And now you
find yourself longing for things to be the way they used to be.
When
we came to Christ, we might have felt something similar. Our greatest desire
was that everyone would know our “New Love”. We wanted to spend every spare
moment reading the Bible and learning more about our Savior. We could pray
without running out of things to say. We longed for Sunday so that we could go
to church and feel His presence and worship Him. We enjoyed every moment of that
sweet relationship with our Creator. But as time went on, talking about Jesus
became difficult, because not everyone wanted to hear about Him. It became a
task to find time to read the Bible and it became even harder to pray for
longer than five minutes. Soon, days would go by before you remembered to read
the ‘verse of the day’. At least Sunday was still the Lord’s Day. You didn’t
fall out of love with the Lord, but things most definitely changed and now you
might find yourself longing for things to be the way they used to be. You long
to return to the feeling of that first love with Jesus. The good news is that
Jesus has not changed and His love for us is the same as it was the very first
day you opened your heart to Him.
It's
never too late to rekindle the flame of first love. It is just a matter of
being intentional with our actions. Making time for another, and especially for
Jesus, is well worth the effort. Today, allow yourself the time to spend a few
extra moments with Him. While driving around town, or even at home, listen to
those worship songs that bring back the joy of feeling His presence throughout
the day. Tell Jesus how much you love him right now!
Suggested
prayer:
Dear
Heavenly Father, I admit that I have become preoccupied with other things that
have taken the place of spending quality time with you. I have lost that
feeling of joy and excitement that I had when my love for you was new. But
today I want to tell you that I love you! Thank you for continuing to love me
with that perfect and holy love you showed me the day you died for me.
Gratefully, in Jesus’ name, Amen.
1 John 4:19.